Tuesday, May 28, 2013

THROWBACK : THE TRAGIC PART, TANAH

Assalamualaikum,

okeh, with a lil free time today,
i want to continue my story about 'that' part,
yeahhh. the most tragic part for me as a newbie
am i the only one who think it is tragic? maybe..*facepalm


credit to: selly yulhendri instagram, my theater seniorita. she is busying with le telemovie, kuboq panjang for RTM. and she is one of the talents in Nyonya Cantik theater, see how talented she is, :))

let say, if you love to do something.
or you think you have prepared for it,
even it is not really good enough
but at least you have put some efforts on that thing,
seriously you will fell like a loser,
when something you dont really like happen!
without any warning or hint. it just happen. *blink blink

yeahhh, the day before the show,
after zohor, some of PD members and me take a nap,
we sleep in changing room for a while,
a lot of things need to be prepared for TANAH show,


this is my first time i see how they build up the prop, like a genius! if u see Pelantaq theater from saifol bahari, you will be amazed, fan-like prop. i named it just now, hehhe

after taking our nap, i open my mouth to ask what time is,
then, i realise something. i cant speak.
i have no voice,
unfortunately, the day before the show!!!

i try to drink a lot of water, about 2 big-sized mineral bottle,
nothing happen, my voice is still the same.

so, i start to walk away from people in the hall
who are busying with the prop
move outside the hall,
then sit on a bench, alone. tears down..
i hope no one can see me in that condition, especially Pak Man


me and nono, on the last day of TANAH! waiting for post mortem session at 12.30 am
*the reason for the eyebags, sleepless

*tap tap tap
i hear nono and kay are walking towards me,
and they ask?

"ain, what happen?"

i want to say nothing,
and i realise how can i say nothing with my red eyes, and sneezing, hahaa

so, i tell them everything, yeahh everything.
of course they can detect what is the problem now,
because i am talking with rough and slow voice.
plus with the tears, :')


Pentas Digma's family. this is the picture during theater internal camp specialised for members only.
im enjoying my holiday on that time, weee!!

i dunno who has reported my condition to the other members,
but one of my seniorita, kak selly comes to see me,
she asks me what happen.
i cant tell her.
i just cant..

then, kak shifaa too,
she dont come closer. because she says,

"budak ni, kalau datang pujuk, lagi kuat menangis nyaa"

i laugh with that statement. so trueeeee!! :))
a few minutes later, some of PD members also come too see me,

i was like, "oit, sapa punya pasal bagitau semua orang ni"


afique (le singer and guitarist), haziq ( the strict seniorita) , me and nono.

the man in black from the picture above, his name is Haziq,
i am going to write a lil bit bout him,
if you still remember from the past entry,
yeahh, he is the ones who gives me the order to go for theater camp!
blame him!

i give give a big respect to him,
he spend almost of his student life for theater,
plus having fun with his friends

no wonder, he ever won as the best actor
and also one of the talents in Nyonya Cantik,
theater that i have accidentally watched for good, :))
he will do anything that he wants
even sometimes people cant accept the way he works,
mainstream enough, hahha

done with haziq's story.

amirul, the president, he buys 2 bottles of asam jawa juice.
to ensure i can have my voice back.
then, i drink the juices, my voice is better.
but , still not very loud and strong enough for the show.

the talents who involve with the show, they dont use mic.
we use our own voice, and we have to speak loudly,
that's the problem.
i can speak. but with low range of voice.

then the problem goes to the first day of TANAH show...*horror movie song


 the old me, 30-an with le classmates and nono

on that morning, i go to class. the show starts on 8.30 pm.
no excuse for me to skip my class,
le classmates, they ask me the price of the ticket,
how to go there and more questions are waiting.
so i tell them everything using my 'ella' voice, :PP

then, they ask me how can i perform with my voice
the only answer i can give to them
just wait and see..
honestly, i also dunno whether i can perform or not.


le classmates, they come for the theater, :')) with afique and enchot

one of them, buys me asam jawa that our moms always use it for cooks.
the pure asam jawa, not asam jawa juice!
i have to mix the asam jawa with water and drink it!!
seriously, im not going to drink asam jawa anymore after the show.

alhamdulillah, two days of TANAH show,
my voice becomes better and better.
even i cant use my natural voice during the show.

thanks to back-stage people. they put three stand microphones on hidden spots.
so the audience cant see them. hahaa
i just have to move closer to the hidden mics
and speak like nothing's wrong



that's all, the story behind the scenes, :)
this is my first time with theater club,
the experience gives me a lot of meaning
i hope i can learn more about how the production works,
especially back-stage management. yeahh.
not just acting.


this is asam jawa. i have tried it twice, pure asam jawa!! it is good for your voice, seriously

p/s : no more asam jawa , except asam pedas,

salam, jzzk.
-SH










Monday, May 27, 2013

THROWBACK : WHAT IS THEATER FOR ME?

Assalamualaikum,

what im studying right now,
like i said before. more to calculating and critical thinking.
so, i choose to create a piece of art.



im not seeking for popularity or to impress people.
the one-and-only reason is i love art so much!!!
and..
to balance the ability of both parts. maybe. eheh. :)) * please refer to the picture above

creativity is something that you have to do and experienced it by yourselves.
keep calm and love arts. haha

drawing? creative writing? poem?short film? public speaking? theater? dancing?
there are many options for you.


after facing two auditions with Pentas Digma club,
alhamdulillah, i am one of the members.
however, a big task is ready for me! *runnnnnnnn!!!



Manisah, one of the main characters in 'TANAH'.
and i have to play the character with a lot of emotions.
this is my first theater!
can u imagine how ruined my life after hearing this shocking news! *slowly dying

my first thought is I only need to learn how the production works. thats all!
yeahh. im a newbie.
what can you expect from a new member with zero knowledge about theater.

and the story begins...

in the middle of FINAL FEVER WEEKS!
i have to practise when some of my friends are enjoying their fullest study moment,
a short sem break for me,
and i have to do some researches by watching a few of  theater performances.


i get inspired to join theater club because of ROH

my ex-roomate arin, yeahh. she has brought me to watch this Nyonya Cantik theater.
so, i have accidentally watched this theater for good, :))


i go to watch this by myself with my ex-pc friend, Dayah. she is asked to join me watching this theater by hook or by crook as she is studying ACCA in Shah Alam X)

these are all the list of theaters that i ever watched!

err, before my first performance in TANAH,
I know nothing!
so, i get inspired by watching their performances.
and try to learn their acting skill,
learning from others, before you want to do something new. hehee




if you want to compare all those lil things with my senioritaa, 
they sacrifice a lot to this club more than what i can think.
when i said sacrifice, yes, i really mean it.

no wonder ahh, they are really talented
and always at the peak of art spirit!
from the director, talents, stage management,
make-up artist, back-stage people.
yeahhhhh!!! THEY ARE REALLY AWESOME DUDE!
    
I learned a lot of things, not just acting.
one of them is how to handle negative comments and judgemental people.

my director, Pak Man. yeahh he is a nice man. but when it comes to judging session.
he is really serious.

honestly, i never get any positive comment from him.
emotionless is the most crucial problem for talents.

and yeahhh. im having that problem. 
because sometimes i am an emotionless person. like a zombie. 
my friends always said that to me. trust me!



i am asked to join a theater camp
or should i call it as an order from my seniorita.
no turning back and i cant say 'NO'. poor me.
maybe to avoid any harm happen during 'TANAH' show caused by my emotionless prob. hehe.

seriously i don't have any knowledge what is theater about.
so, i accept the challenge.
lucky me, two of my seniorita..they also come along.

we learn about voice projection, technical thingy (errr, so technically)
how to project our body language, and the most interesting part is
'trolling-your-partner' session!!
i dunno what is the name of the session. hahha.
after all, i love the camp!! :))


Pentas Digma's family

then, the day before the show.. the most tragic part for me. 
to be continued in the next entry. * erk, actually i have something else to do


p/s : i hope no PD members will read this. maluuuu oit!


salam,jzzk

-SH




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